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D.I.Y.
//quickie//
I drew a new self portait last night.
I'm so proud of myself.
I wanted to watercolor it but end up watching porn.
Weird.
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I can't wait for the weekend!
//random random random thoughts//
It seems like someone is being a drama king. I guess that's what happen when you don't get your way.
I've been lazy to do a lot of things. I don't want to bother people and be bother by "certain" people. I try to be nice outside at work and social when people chat with me. But mang, it's soo exhausting sometimes to keep this up consistently without cutting people off. I'm gonna be a douche and crawl in a hole and disappear. yuup.
It's super annoying when my mom calls me. Only cause the conversations only leads to her lecturing me about boys. I don't know if she's encouraging me to seek one or for me to run far far away from all of them. It's soo annoying! These talks has been going on for a long time, but lately its the only thing she brings up when I pick up the phone! argh! Then she tells me how my grandma in Laos is going to have a heart attack and might die in shock if she ever finds out that I make out with girls and stuff. So, I keep my mouth shut about details when I tell her that I'm hanging out with my female friends and we go out dancing and meet plenty of boys. Hell yea.
I'm soo tempted to just tell my mom that all the recent things I've been doing, the lesbians I've been meeting, dancing with gay boys and grabbing drag queen's ass and stalking a hot korean guy who's a girl etc etc, but I'm trying to be nice and think of my grandma's health and the consequences of hearing even more lectures from my mom. If it gets serious, she'll probably try to make dad have a talk with me. haaaa
My dad "Don't drink alcohol! You'll go to hell!"
The end.
ps. I think I should tell her about my boyfriend. Maybe she'll stop having these "boy" talk with me.
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| I will not be just a tourist in the world of images, just watching images passing by which I cannot live in, make love to, possess as permanent sources of joy and ecstasy.
- Anais Nin
I love Anais Nin, she's one of my favorite writers. I need to check out "Nearer the Moon: Journey of Love", it's been a while since I've read any of her other works. I was reading "Spy in the house of love", but for the longest, I would read towards the middle and stop for a while. Then it'll be a while until I get back to it and then I would have to start all over again. My interest in things seems to jump around too much, too often.
Currently reading "Kakfa on the Shore" by Haruki Murakami, and I love it. Slow in the beginning but I'm glad I stuck around to it, it picks up and things get so interesting. By tonight, I'll be done reading it, I'm going to be sad when it's over haha. Anyways, can't wait to read "Tropic of Cancer" by Henry Miller, who's one of Anais Nin's lover, she's been having an affair with him for quite a while.
//random//
Fuck, wrote the upper half of this during work and whatever else I wanted to say has disappear. Lately, I've been super busy at work. Dollar tree crisis going on again. Been lazy to blog. Current addiction is reading books at night and spending some quality time with my new boyfriend. I like him . . . but for the past few days I've been holding out cause I need to get the forest between my legs wax off. I wax for the very first time 2 months ago and I will never again pick up a blade. It's not as painful as I thought it would be. Besides, I had my tongue, labret, eyebow etc pierce and it seem odd that having my pussy wax would hurt more. I think I was just shy and avoided the whole thing or I was just being cheap. haha. Yea, anyways . . . need to finish this book so I can start on a new one.
Night people! | | |
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Doodle this 2 days ago when I had nothing to do at work. At the moment, I finish work that needed to be done today. One of the girls isn't here, so I did her work and now I have to do my own work. Ahh, I'm so exhausted. Taking a break.
Tonight, there's a dyke/drag show going on in brooklyn. Hopefully I won't be too exhausted.
If any new yorker's interested, there's a
Dumpling Festival happening tomorrow.
( Click on the above for more info )
//random//
My day yesterday totally brighten up after I saw MM after heading home from work. ( Decided to call him MM. It stands for Mystery Man . . . haha ) He's sooo hot!! The nervousness has become painful when I try to get an eyeful of him. ahh! *melts*
Have a good weekend people~ | | |
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//orgasm//
